... yea so its definatly been a while... almost 7 months now since my last post.. sorry to keep some of you hanging, but ims sure most of you who would read this already know a good portion of whats going on with me.. since last feburary quite a bit has happened.. first off the semester ended and i did good in all my classes, summer started up and i took 2 classes, both went good as well.. ive now started my hopefully last year here.. atleast to get my batchalors degree, havent quite decided entirely what i want to do after school is over this year, might get my masters, might just hang in town for a while, i dont really know yet what my plans are for after this year, but first thing is first.. finish the year.. back to what i was saying.. this year is going good thus far classes are interseting and im enjoying my self, finally i know a good portion of my classmates wewt :) alot of stuff has happend since last feburary.. but the biggest thing as far as im concerned is me having an aazing girlfriend. Her name is Amelia and she is my world. I am so happy when im with her, and even when i think about her. so... how we met... prolly not all that suprising to those of you who know what ive been eating for the last 2 years.. we met at Hardee's... she worked there and i ate there... on a regular multi-daily basis. I always looked forward to getting to see her, though i have always been to shy so i wasnt really able to talk to her, beyond ordering my #1 student discount. I always felt like abit of a creep going in there everyday hoping to catch a glimpse of her, but i went anyways. Back in like novemeber i finally got up the balls to actually try talking to her.. I work with her brother which i found out about the sametime.. so i went up to her and asked her if she was the sister of Elliot (guy from work) she said she wasn't.. i felt like a complete moron and started walking away, but one of her friends Jamie (now one of mine) told her to be nice and tell me the truth.. so turns out she is his sister she just doesnt like being associating with him.. understandably so to (if you know Elliot).. so finally ive broken that aquward ice and i can start talking to her.. sadly this also ment she was engaged to her.. well fienca.. none the less we have our exchanges, and brief conversations while i was at hardees.. come december while i was working as a drive helper for UPS during the christmas peak i went into hardees one day exhausted, apparently i looked quite pathetic and she offered me a hug.. i can never refuse a hug... specially from a hot chika XD. A few months ago she decided to give me her cell phone number and so we started talking on the phone.. a few weeks later her and her fience broke up (later found out he had been cheating on her and left her for the other one) after a few attempts of trying to get her to come over, she finally did.. to watch scooby doo the movie. it was quite fun, we watched it on my bigscreen of course and we both sat near eachother. Kodiak (roomates dog) joined us.. Amelia loves dogs.. well we were both petting kodiak and our hands hit, it was kinda like one of those movie moments where your like oh shit.. that just happened didnt it, wasnt meaning for it to happen right then, but i went with it.. we started holding hands and sat closer together. by the end of the movie i had kissed her forehead and we had made out .. yay.. We hung out the next day at the park once we were both free and we spent hours walking, sitting, and mostly talking about... everything. i feel we really got to know eachotehr.. i dont mean like eveything about one anohter, but all the key things, some of the major things we had been through.. stuff like that.. we watched hurclease a few days later and then scooby doo 2.. things moved along nicely.. we had had a talk the day we were in the park inwhich we decided that this would just be a summer thing.. not really what i was wanting but it seemed the best route since she was to leave for branson for school in august.. apparently its not what she wanted either because after like a week we started dating :) it was on the 13th of June. Needless to say things have progressed quite favorable for both of us.. we spent the 4th of july togehter, went to the rolla 4th of july fair together which was alot of fun. We also went to the Phelps county fair, I saw some mud truck runs (awsome btw) and a demolition derby (also awsome) SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS WOMAN.. because of her i am now good freinds with most of her coworkers at hardees, grantid this might also have something to do with me eating there for like 2 years straight.. but i got to know her friends cody, jamie, skyler, and maranda who are now all good pals of mine :) we do all sorts of shit togehter, going to the river, playing games, watching movies, chillin at hardees.. lots of stuff.. So for our 1 month annaversy i gave my lovely one of my laptops as a gift, while its no powerhouse it works exceptionally well and still has a good battery, considering shes not a heavy pc users it should do her just fine for now atleast (p4 with 512mb ram) for the actual date i bought her a rose since the flower shop didnt have any bloomed lilly's, and i picked her up, i hid the flower in the door so shed see it when i opened the door for her to let her in.. she did :)... we went and got chinese to go and took it to the park where we had chinese in the park :).. afterwords we went home and watched anohter movie. For our 2 month i took her canoeing on the merimec river and that was a blast, wish we had gotten to spend more time on the river but we started in the late afternoon so we couldnt dilly to long had subway to eat.. I gave her a camera as a gift... sadly that was my last week with Amelia before she went to college, and i havent talken to her since.... ... just kidding though i do miss her we talk on a nearly daily basis, and if we dont talk i gurantee we send a text message or 200.. speaking of which we finally got her off a pay as you go phone and we added her to my phone plan so now we can text and talk all we want.. no more $100 a month for text messaging. So nows she is down at school, missing me, me missing her. I wish she was closer but she is only in branson which is 2 hours away so its really not to bad when you think about it. She came back to rolla last weekend to spend it soly with me, no one else really even knew she was in town.. so we got to spend the night wrapped up in eachotehrs arms, it was so amazing, ive never felt anything like it.. we spent most of the day laying around watching movies and the likes.. doing a few things here and there nothing to extreme (trying to keep low profile).. sadly she had to leave sunday morning at like 7am so she could get to school for a 10am class (10am class on sunday.. wtf) silly singing thing :)... she does sing good though no lie.. so we get up at like 5:30, she takes a shower i get us some breakfast from you guessed it.. hardees... god damn i love those blueberry biscutes they have.. got 6 and ate em all.. between the both of us of course.. so she left around 6:45 and made it back with time to spare. shes comming down offically this weekend again, but shes gonna be staying at her parents, but were goning to the st. james fair and its gonna be so fun. other news... Im living with my roomate from the apartment off houston, but were now living in a house.. his GF owns the house and i get the basement.. i have quite the setup here and im loving it.. though i could go for some real walls, outlets, a ceiling.. and oh yea a level floor... she said if i priced it out and it wasnt to much we could work on it.. but i just never really got up the motivation.. ive gotten used to it so i think ill just cope with it... i bought some more new toys.. i now have 4 lcd screens on my desk.. and i replaced the free 28" tv i found on the street with a 53" HDTV... gave the old tv to my mom. I have an xbox 360 elite with all the accessories.. just no games :(.. yet waiting for halo 3.. actually im thinking about getting a second box.. absolute bare minimum and getting it modded.. cost of the system is about the same as buying 4 games... so yea lol... So... my mode of transportation.. yea vans been having a few issues, seems to be getting better though.. the compressor went out in the ac.. we were looking at paying around a grand to get it fixed.. but luckly we had a recipet taht showed we got it replaced back in 98.. so dobbs the wounderful company it is with its life time gurantee replaced it for free.. yay work... yea im still at ups.. still getting up at god awful times.. still working hard.. they finally moved me off scanning every friggin box... and they moved me to loading.. now they dont want to move me again because im doing better then anyone they have had down there.. im also still at havener.. still just chilling doing shit at the desk loving the min wage i get for doing what id do at home otherwise.. well im sure there is more to add.. my mind is just.. well you know abit forgetful.. though i think i covered the major topics.. I will try to keep this thing more upto date.. i need some kind of memory retention.. even if it is an online diary.. cus we all know my mind cant remember shit... yea the CRS syndrome you got it.. till next time.. hopefully not to long from now.. cheers.. and love you Amelia | 
